The week after

Well my dear friends. Thanks for all the e-mails, comments and little messages to cheer me up. I`m better now. I`m still very very very confused, but can concentrate on the stuff I love to do and I finally have the motivation to the things which distract me from all that chaos of feelings in my head.
Yesterday it was still kind of hard to start anything, thats why I ended up laying in bed 80% of the day and watched the last 7 episodes of family guy - which sucked big time!!! - I ate a lot of crap (poptarts, oreos and bagel for lunch *healthy wohoo* ) and finally, at 7.30 I got my ass up and went to one of the beautiful outdoor basketball courts and played basketball for the first time since several weeks.

Et voila, this morning I woke up with a lot of sore muscles, but with more confidents that this day gonna be a good one.

Very helpful is also, that Taise finally arrived at home, after being lucky in a very u peanutbutter nlucky bus-crash, and we can skype with each other. Very slowly the wonderful memories are defeating all the miserable feelings which are in my head.

The biggest problem is, to come back to the real life. Not every day is a perfect day. I have to get used to this again and its not easy. If you had only perfect days for almost 2 months, the good days seem like bad days.

It feels like that I have to clean up after a big big big big big party in the YOUZ. I didn`t care about anything the last 6days. My room is a mess, I have to wash the car, start over with all the music, do daily sport again, I must write tons of e-mails, call so many people. I forgot the birthday of my favorite cousin. OH BOY!

At the weekend I had a great concert with the Elithabethens in the National Cathedral in Georgetown. I never sang in such a huge cathedral. The combination of the choral sound and the gorgeos environment of the cathedral was quite touching!

Here some more pics from the great great time =)