Yesterday my love took her flight home....
How I deal with it? Well I imagined it worse than it was or is. What I definitely know, is that the 3 days before had been much worse. I never felt such fear, pain and misery.
Now the world seems to be empty. I can`t describe how I`m feeling right now.
My stomach feels like filled up with stones. Its sealed... I can not eat. I`m not hungry. If I`m eating I`m feeling bad.
In one second I can dream about our future, I can see how we meet again in Europe I can see so many things, but in the next moment all the dreams get destroyed by one word. Reality.
But how unreal isit? How possible?
Isn`t it worth it to hope? Especially since she is about to work for a year in the netherlands? Globalization is getting bigger and bigger.
Right now this is the only thing which brings me through the day.
Hope you are all doing fine.
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ReplyDeleteBe strong, Georg! Where in the Netherlands will Taise be? Maybe I can meet her?!
ReplyDeleteArmer kleiner Georg...
ReplyDeleteNaja was soll man dir groß sagen.. beiß die Zähne zusammen.. sobald du wieder da bist können wir ja mal n Holland Urlaub machen... Is ja heutzutage kein Problem mehr.. Ham ja Karre^
Ehm.. KT, what exactly do you want to tell her...
"Hi im the girl georg made up with a year ago.. so how do you feel??"
Oh Henry, you haven't changed...
ReplyDeleteCorrect... ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm exactly as you should know me...