I can`t pretend anymore...

Last weekend I realized, that I can`t pretend any longer the fact that Taise is going home soon. Too soon. It`s very sad and everyone who ever lost its love maybe remembers how bad it feels (actually you don`t. Would be a horrible thing if you really could remember bad feelings like that).
Something a lot of you guys never discovered is probably the pre-suffering. Its like this: its December the 12th and you are so looking forward to christmas, just everything you do feels great because of that. I`m experiencing the opposite.
Some of you might say, I should be used to that feeling by now, since all my lovestories had been like that. But it`s never easy. Its never the same. This time its even harder than the other times before, cause it wasn`t just for one or 2weeks, but for almost 2months.

Its killing how many pictures of awesome memories can pop up in your mind at the same time. At least its good to know that this memories will never vanish.

Unfortunately I`m too spoiled with unbelievable weekends, thats why a good weekend like the last one feels like a really bad one. but it was really nice.

Taises Hostfamily had a farewell dinner and Taise was allowed to bring some friends. Before going there, we were at the pool to get some tan. Then we got there and it was great. A really nice family with so cute children.!



Those are 2 of 4. I don#t have pics of the others but I played a lot with them. There are not many bether things than playing with children in that age for a little bit. Because they really appreciate it and you can feel their happiness.

Also the hostparents were really nice. It was kind of sad, that I could see in Taises eyes how much she will miss all those people.

On sunday we watched the soccer game USA-Brazil and afterwards we celebrated (the brazilians celebrated) their victory against the US at a big BBQ. They served real brazilian stuff and it was really delicious!

Now its only 3 more days and then I´ll be in Miami for 4 days! YEAH