I can`t pretend anymore...

Last weekend I realized, that I can`t pretend any longer the fact that Taise is going home soon. Too soon. It`s very sad and everyone who ever lost its love maybe remembers how bad it feels (actually you don`t. Would be a horrible thing if you really could remember bad feelings like that).
Something a lot of you guys never discovered is probably the pre-suffering. Its like this: its December the 12th and you are so looking forward to christmas, just everything you do feels great because of that. I`m experiencing the opposite.
Some of you might say, I should be used to that feeling by now, since all my lovestories had been like that. But it`s never easy. Its never the same. This time its even harder than the other times before, cause it wasn`t just for one or 2weeks, but for almost 2months.

Its killing how many pictures of awesome memories can pop up in your mind at the same time. At least its good to know that this memories will never vanish.

Unfortunately I`m too spoiled with unbelievable weekends, thats why a good weekend like the last one feels like a really bad one. but it was really nice.

Taises Hostfamily had a farewell dinner and Taise was allowed to bring some friends. Before going there, we were at the pool to get some tan. Then we got there and it was great. A really nice family with so cute children.!



Those are 2 of 4. I don#t have pics of the others but I played a lot with them. There are not many bether things than playing with children in that age for a little bit. Because they really appreciate it and you can feel their happiness.

Also the hostparents were really nice. It was kind of sad, that I could see in Taises eyes how much she will miss all those people.

On sunday we watched the soccer game USA-Brazil and afterwards we celebrated (the brazilians celebrated) their victory against the US at a big BBQ. They served real brazilian stuff and it was really delicious!

Now its only 3 more days and then I´ll be in Miami for 4 days! YEAH

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WORK

Oh my god,
Now I'm discovering the other life you can have as an au pair... The life of 10 hours of work a day.

No time for piano practice, no time for singing, no time for workout, only the unbelievable pleasing job to take care of teenagers...

But life is still anything else but bad! Taise is staying since monday at my place and is cheering me up during work!

We had a absolutely amazing weekend at Virginia Beach. 70% high was the possibility of rain, but not a single drop came from the sky. We had great weather, the ground was too hard, the driving too long, but the weekend AWESOME!

Here comes the sad part : in exactly 14 days I gonna lose my girl ='( well well thats life. There's nothing more to say about it. BUT " we're singing no worrying, about a thing.... cause every little thing ..... is gonna be alright" oh how I wish it would be as easy as writing it....

ENJOY YOUR SOMMER !!

My hair....

A lot of people maybe wonder: "how much hair will be left when he is coming back?!"

Here, thats the status right now....

And another week is over...

It`s unbelievable how fast it goes now. I don`t really like it. Or do I? Well the only reason for the fastness is, that life is wonderful right now...
Ok, the kids coming home earlier now (at 12 =/ ) and next week I`ll have them the whole time... well well. The work doesn`t bother me, since I don`t have to drive anymore 30 minutes to see my lovely girl. But I also realize more and more that i can`t say anymore "she will leave in 1 and a half month" or "5 weeks" its more like counting days now ='(
But it doesn`t help to pre-suffer.

What did I do the whole week? We had a great time last week at the Georgetown Waterfront and in the Smithsonian National Museum of Natural History and this Weekend I was with Taise at the pool in Ashburn, We wanted to go out on Friday night, but our lovely friend Gabriela lost her carkeys - which I found later on of course... -, so we ended up doing nothing on friday night.

Saturday the hostfamily of Gabriela threw a big party - we don`t know why =) - and we were invited. Spicy seafood... Way too spicy....


Here some pictures

TIme is running....

Oh my god and again a week....

A week with not a lot change, but you don`t need change when its good;) What means: working in the morning until 7, taking a nap (1-3hous) practice piano, go workout, practice singing, WORK (doing nothing), real work (cooking), leaving either for college or to Ashburn, coming home too late to have enough sleep....
But time is running out, so I like it as it is right now. Taise only has 4 more weeks here =( so we really should share as much time as possible.

I will go to Miami my dear friends. From the 2nd of July till the 5th of July I gonna be with Taise, Renata and hopefully Diego at the Southbeach of Miami! YEHA

My weekend was not very special. On Friday we ended up in Bethesda and so I finally saw Kris again, but only for a second, cause the girls didn`t like the place.

On Saturday I had to work in the evening, cause my hostkid was pre celebrating his birthday. I had to work form 6.40 till 10 but got paid very very well!
In the afternoon we had been to the Smithsonian Museum of Natural History. Unfortunately I had to leave early because of my work...

Sunday was nice. Slept very long, Ate too much and went to the waterfront in Georgetown... I gonna get the pictures soon, since I didn`t bring my camera that day.

Family and friends, you can`t imagine how torn I am. Here are at least 20 really good reasons for spending more time here, but at the same time 20 really good reasons for not spending more time here and another 20 really good reasons to come back home.... Don`t worry, I`ll be home at the latest at the 8th of October. Nothing will happen;) Those are just thoughts;)

Well here some pictures from the weekend...
weird people at Union Jack

SUMMMMMMMER

I really need a machine to stop the time right now. Every single day is fantastic.
No its not only because of my luck with my brazilian girl. Its everything.
I made a big step in my singing-skills, I start to understand so many things I didn`t really know how to do. Its just great, to have a lesson every week. Cause now i have to work for it. I must practice etc.

My friends and I doing a lot of great things together and we have a blast each day!

Sorry, I don`t miss Germany right now... But you`ll have me back in October.

I gonna go outside now, to enjoy the beautiful sun!


Here the only picture from the offspring concert, after my battery died =(


My family took me to a nice Operetta Pirates of something (not the Caribbean ;) )


Its an amazing building and the performance was really impressive!


You might recognize me;)


and this is Taise