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I always thought, I'm the master in pushing things away from me and say "I'll do it tomorrow, next week or maybe next month"
I think I found my master in that. Yes, you gussed right, its the internet issue. Oh my freaking God where is the problem?!
Gradually I get the feeling, that a higher power doesn't want me to have internet in my room. Maybe its a protection who knows... I take it like that, since it brings me easier through the day, thinking "hey you safe a lot of time by not having internet"
But then there are thoughts like, it would be nice If I were able to speak with some of you guys via Skype...

Whatelse? Oh maybe one of my dreams come trues. I wanna go to the Chili-Cook Off Festival and gonna see The Offspring live!
But I can't go to the boat cruise in New York instead =(


Thanks for all the letters and packages for Easter!
Now I gonna start fighting against the american college-system again =(